Wednesday, September 29, 2010
FUCK YEAH!
165.4 this morning! I new low for this round! I'm feel pretty good right now. Fasted all day yesterday and into today. It's 11am and I'm really not all that hungry right now. I was only planning on going one day of fasting, but I might aim for two again, I'm not really sure yet...
I'm just fucking ECSTATIC right now! I was hoping to at least 166.9, so this is so much better than what I had anticipated! I feel so awesome and powerful and just fucking EPIC right now.
It's too early in the morning for any real thought or progression to have occurred since I just got up...but DAMN. My dreams are getting a lot more vivid and freaky again. This is definitely something I didn't miss with my bout of attempted recovery. This one in particular that I remember was of one of my best friends pretty much slaughtering just about anyone I know, then patching them up nice and pretending like nothing was wrong. They were scared and worried and angry and eventually I woke up just ha the police found the body of my friend in a dumpster.
I really don't want to look into that very much...
Either way...I'm pretty damn excited. I hope I keep not fucking up like this, it's a darn nifty feeling, I've gotta say. :)
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heyy, don't know if you recognize my name but i'm relatively new on whyeat and i found your blog! :) congratz on your weight! i hope we both reach our ugw's sooner rather than later haha.
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